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Poem and such
2002-05-09, 9:00 p.m.

The poem thingy in the Mother's Day Card Noah made for me from school:

Once upon a time, there was a child ready to be born. So one day she/he asked God:

They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?

Among the many angels, I chose one for you. She will be waiting for you and will take care of you.

But Tell me, here in Heaven, I don't do anything else but sing and smile, that's enough for me to be happy.

And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me, if I don't know the language men talk?

Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.

And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?

You angel will place your hands together and will trach you how to pray.

I've heard that one earth there are bad men, who will protect me?

You angel will defend you even if it means risking its own life.

But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore.

Your angel will always talk to you about me and will trach you the way for you to come back to me, even though I will always be next to you.

At the moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from earth could already be heard, and the child in a hurry asked softly:

Oh God, if I am about to leave now, please tell me my angel's name?

You angel's name is of no importance. You will simply call her:

MOMMY

So sweet isn't it? ON the other side of the poem are Noah's hand prints. I am going to miss him going to that school so much. I got a picture of his class today , but with the regular camera.

I know I am pregnant, its harder then I thought when I left my sisters today, knowing that my little boy wouldn't play with or see the two cousins he knows the best everyday anymore. It got the best of me and of course I cried on the way home. As much as I am ready to move, its sad too, because this is where we have been since we were married, this is where we were when we got pregnant, and this is where we have been throughout Noah's growing into a preschooler, and Jaidyn being a toddler. Kind of sad to leave the area so many things have happened for us in you know?

Tomorrow, my MIL, the kids and I head down. I have to get as much done in the morning as I can. IDidn't do awhole lot today, but I haven't felt too good today. Headaches, tireness and nausia on and off too...

So I am going to go, I will try to write tomorrow sometime after I am at my dads and settled

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